Sunday, September 23, 2007 1:34 AM
i don't think today was a good day for me.
i had the scariest ride home today. this uncle was driving @ the speed of
120km/h on the expressway. i was like O_O, and both my hands were grabbing onto something. if you guys didn't know, i'm super
motion sick. X_X so i totally disapprove speed driving, and i'll never have a reckless driver as my husband! hahahaa. so random. x)
the more i think, the more i feel that i shouldn't be in dance. i feel so ..
untalented? maybe that's not the word, but yah. you get my drift. it always feels like i'm the lousiest of the group, and i tell you, the feeling totally sucks. it sucks to have to be the one dragging others down. but, .. i don't know. i tried bucking up you know. :(
hmm, talking about dance .. i believe everyone should have room in their hearts for people to make mistakes. simply because?
no one is perfect. and thus, there should be no attitude problem, no screaming yelling, and no discouraging others. but like i said, we all make mistakes right? so if you actually know/think/feel that you might have been a little too harsh while teaching/talking to that person, just put down your pride and say sorry. :D
oh, i read someone's msn nick, and it reminded me! i wanna get this red sports bra @ nike! omg, damn chio. i like. :D but .. $54. x_x donations anyone? :D
hmm, by the way, i might not be going for the singing audition anymore. o.o auntie gina said that music forest, also known as hai die, is not good for females. hahaha. not that good. she'll help me check out some other music school. so yup, i'll wait and see how it goes. but it's another delay. x(
离开是想要被挽留
如果开口那只是我要来的温柔
you've said 'i promise' too many times, i don't think it works anymore. i don't know what we should do, but i suppose letting go will do both of us good. just admit it, you don't really care anymore. so there's no point holding on, just cause you supposed you love me. maybe love no longer exists, but overdependence. it might hurt to let go, but the pain will be alot shorter if we do. tell me, how do you want things to be?i've come to a conclusion:
love is a sweet, yet painful process.it rocks to be single, to be not in love with anyone, to not have anyone being in love with you. i tell you, it totally rocks. if only i can have something that good in my life. but of course, being in love has its pros as well.
my whole body is injured. my knee has blueblacks. i injured my shoulders earlier on. my thighs are aching. and so are my stomach muscles. x(
i was on my way home earlier. i wanted to call and say i'm scared. but my phone already died on me. i tried calling with another phone, but i couldn't get through. maybe this is how things meant to be. you weren't here when i needed you, when i was scared. and coincidentally, it has been this case for ages.
but why should i emo when you're over there enjoying yourself? hahaha. stupid me.
and don't tell me you didn't enjoy, i believe that's close to impossible. (:
oh, and i thought you promised to play my neopets that day? see what i mean about empty promises? (: and you don't even bother to try calling/messaging .. hahaha .. you expect me to believe you bother?
EDITED my mummie is damn freaking nice. hahahaha! i just randomly went into my room then she turned back, handed me $50 and said "give you buy your contacts." yayyyy! :DDDDDD
replies:
to all: since when my comment box became a tagboard for you guys? lol.
lishengnever small look you ah. just asking you ma. =p hahaha. your results sound quite okay. hahaha. eh, whatever lah you. hahaha. you take cares too! ^^
and WHAT THE HELL. you owe me earrings! xD hahahahaha. at least you got 100usd kay! i don't even have anything!
graceeh grace, what talking you? your tags don't make sense to me. =.=
